circle of influence

As a person ,in a responsible position driving out each day in my car ,with a series of thoughts flashing across my mind wondering as to how do I motivate myself and get all that energy to drive a 500 plus workforce.How can I lead by example?Where do i plug in to get that source of energy to keep the whole system charged?What is going to take place as soon as you walk into office?The dilemma continues and what could have been spent as quality time for my own self is actually wasted in these deep thoughts!Was that worth it?If every individual however big or small in terms of designation and responsibility were to exercise his circle of influence and keep expanding on it, it would be such a wonderful feeling.We remain victims of the surroundings and let them manage you rather than you exerting yourself and influencing the web spun around you daily.Evey individual must know what he is there for when it comes to his individual contribution to the team .If not can he not ask rather than wait to be told?Its simple to point a finger towards any direction wanting to find an easy way out -an escapist as i put it, but little do these people realise that 3 fingers point at them when they point out one.I have a problem....up goes the flag....do i have a possible solution?Can i use my gray cells and exercise my left or right side of the god gifted brain and be creative or logical and not allow the cells to rust......Emotions !!Wow they pour out without provocation as well ....logic needs to be hammered out and creativity gets blocked in a sewer of the run of the mill kind mundane job one does or gets locked into by himself.We allow our minds to be shut.We don't allow a free flow of thoughts and ideas that can spruce up our lives.We get so mechanical that we walk out of bed and start brushing our teeth..!!!Why because i am supposed to do it!!!!Can i have a cup of tea and a shower and then probably brush them before i leave for office?Would that be fresher??Ummm!!! maybe ....maybe not ....but I was told to do this since i was 1 foot tall so i will do only this.period!!.I must grab a coffee and a bagel when I drive out ...its a must .I need that fuel or is it that ,,,,hey the bagel shop happens to fall on the way and i have to spend that money.Habits die hard and habit is second nature that's what they say.Then why not get HABITUATED to also apply logic and reason and contribute positively to change the world and make it a better place for all of us.A billion plus gray matter live and kicking in India alone can make a world of a difference.Even if 10% start others would get triggered.One fine day , some day there will be a big difference.Hope is the biggest contributor.Every small thing you do at work or otherwise please understand it does make a difference to the system and space you dwell in and that in turn cascades far and wide.Where ever you are and what ever you do please exert yourself and expand the circle in a positive way so that it rubs of positively all way through.